Friday, January 24, 2014

This is my life. I'm going to write about it.....Today.

In my former life, I was a writer. I writer with great hair...and time....hahaha!

In this life....I am a mom of 3 lovely, attitude filled little ladies and 1 handsome, happy little boy. I am a step-mom to 2 awesome, rambunctious boys. A wife to a pretty great guy named Levi. An ex-wife, (nothing needs to be added here. Well, at least not anything anyone wants to hear). I am a victim, (many something's should be added here but I'm not going there today). A survivor, plain and simple, each and every day. A business owner.  A busy-body (and I mean that in the best way possible). And a gal that gets to live each day under the powers of ADHD (go me). 

After a brief moment back in 2009. Wow. Seriously, very brief. I realize all these things I, here in 2014. I wasn't an Ex in 2009...nor was I a step-mom, or even a mom to a son! I wasn't a business owner....and I was still in full fledged potential finding with my ADHD (this will be an eternal thing I'm afraid haha). I didn't have a pretty great husband....yes, it's true. I didn't. We can talk about that later...maybe. I didn't even have my 3rd little beauty! Wow again! Can't even imagine that! But that's okay....the past is past. And I'm okay that time is gone. I'm okay that it's not 2009 anymore. In fact, I can honestly say....good riddance on those past days. To that past.

I suppose there are always things to miss in ones past. Things like my tiny gals. Oh there use to be just 3 of, Skylar, and Madison. I miss that they use to let me dress them, and do their hair (man they sure were cute). That they use to let me tuck them in at night, and that they use to rely on me for most everything. I made their happiness what it was. I do miss that...but along with the missing comes good things. Good things like the fact they can brush their own teeth. That they CAN dress themselves....even though it's questionable most of the time.....that they know what they want and that they are learning, for themselves how to make their life what they want it to be. And good things like watching them choose happiness! These are just a few great things about my present. So...even though it's been a rough road, through 2009, 2010, 2011, and 2012 (2013 get's it's own category and will not be lumped in with those "other" years) I am on the flip side.

Let's do this thing!